Friday, February 23, 2007 ♥

life's always about me me me isnt it? dont u always look out fer ur own interest first n consider ur feelings first before others? not to say it's all wrong or anything but...y r human beings born to be so selfish?
i m lyk anybody else. jus a selfish human being. take for example, sometimes i would ignore a friend's message jus cos i happen to not want to reply tat person. it is as simple as that. jus an emotion or thought i'm feeling at that point can make me extremely petty/foul/unpleasant. or vice versa. but once that feeling passes (say 10-15mins for me), i might look back n rethink wad the hell i was thinking to treat my nice frenz this way. sadly, more often than not, i'll hafta think of excuses or make ammendments for how i've treated him/her jus a few moments ago. i dislike being like tat. i dislike having to be biased n selfish n cold. i yearn to b nice, fair, thoughtful, etc. but in reality no one is lyk tat.
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in order to achieve something, something else needs to be sacrificed. that's e way things work. sometimes it's money sometimes it's friendship/relationships. come what may, u can choose to live with it or do sth to change it. if u choose e latter, u'll definitely need guts. and a lotta it too.
i think that's e reason y so many pple out thre seem to be emotionless, to b seen as cruel. they choose to leave things as it is, in a state that they claim 'cannot be helped'. not to meddle in stuff is e best option fer them. think about it, izzit truly for the best? u probably can live with that decision cos it doesnt affect u. but if someday u happen to b in tat situation too? wont u hope fer some kind soul to offer u a helpin hand, or some angel to watch over u? i think it's best if everyone puts aside their masks or shields that 'protect' them from the evils of this world and embrace whatever life throws at them. experience life as it is, and help others experience it too. make someone's day. be appreciative n satisfied. tho life can go wrong in a million ways, remember, u can do a million things to make it right again.

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