Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ♥

life's confusin . man is confusin . emotions r confusin . i'm confused .

or am i ?

distracted . lost . excited . scared . relieved ? confused !

haf i been pulled outta tis lost world ?

or m i still livin in a dream ?

i like e way i'm livin now . i like my dream . i like e pple in my life . i like shyt . i like .... .

heart beatin . lyk whose isnt .

searching fer direction . who can guide me .

wad's installed in e future . only time can tell .

it's still a qns mark . leave it as tat .

fullstop .

Monday, January 22, 2007 ♥

hey i think i worked out a reason s 2 y i haven blogged in approx 6mths?! cos i reached half a hundred entries le..hahas (i doubt e counter's realiability tho)
well to those tt haf missed me, i miss u too (hahas..believe me?) to those tt was really glad i stopped all my crap n dreaded my return, y e hell r u still visitin my blog thn?!! scram~

now, life's spinned 180degrees around n im losin my marbles! haha..u ask y? cos i bloody well am not a student anymore!! zap! all e ez n fun part of life's behind me liao, n im left wif pricey transportation fares, no allowance, no job, lil hope in achieving anything n facing e nxt 50 yrs of my shyty life @$&*#@$/!&*@#%

u realise sth amusin9 tho? everyone is a victim of boredom now..n may i include, sadness. in ns, dey want out but might nt find energy or time 2 meet up wif frenz even whn dey R out. those workin, dey'll miss their buddies/frenz/bf in camp n while e guys dread bein in thre soon, e gurls can onli look ard sadly at e male-less world(no more gl-ing, evil laughter, pranks, excitin outings). others, jobless, spend too much time starin into nth n wishin dey had at least some1 2 chat wif or a respond fr their job application. so, no matter how much u think ur frenz may b out thre havin a blast, dey're in fact s cooped up n lost s u n wonderin if dey r e onli sad souls drownin in misery at tis moment.

did u truly believe all tt junk? were u agreeing 2 wad's been said or jus swallowin it up? suckers..get a life!
so mebe ive really lost my marbles. mebe i haven. so wad? hey! dey're jus marbles!
e rest of tis bloody entry's lost.

go figure.

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